Kaitlyn

sassyfay @ 2004-07-11T15:01:00

2004-07-11T20:14:10Z

Ok so im really bored cuz my husband is away n i was just reading kevs little thing and decided to do this too..so here goes...

Firsts
First kiss: AJ Lafoe
First state you lived in: Massachusetts
First boy/girl you liked: Tommy Therrien..Haha kindergarten!
First boy/girl you loved: timmy mccann...those were the days. HA
First book you couldn't put down: The Cove...no clue who its by but it was good
First friend you couldn't wait to see: i dunno wat this means but i cant wait to see everybody, ill be home soon!!!
First SN: i think it was sassy1437???? i really dont know anyone knows please tell me
First email: like i said, i dont know
First online journal: This wud be it
First band you loved: Guns N Roses Baby!!
First band member you obsessed about: Kevin Quinn hehe
First song you loved of your current favorite band: hmmm id hafta say Whatever by Godsmack

Lasts
Last kiss: My hubby b4 he left for Wisconsin
Last hug: last night, i hugged sum1 im sure, i was pretty smashed...lol
Last word said: goodbye (on the phone wit my sis)
Last book read (all the way): The Cove
Last IM: randy, nikki's dad
Last person IMed: randy
Last online journal entry: this wud be it
Last TV show seen: i just watched a lifetime movie but i dunno wat it was called???
Last commercial seen: i dont like commercials
Last person you spoke to: my sis
Last CD bought: oh god i havent bought a cd in forever...itll probably hafta be godsmack or 50 cent
Last song heard: running blind from the godsmack acoustic album
Last thought: i cant wait to go home next week
Last word heard: bye?

Now
Current song listening to/singing: re-align - godsmack
Current website you're surfing: kevs live journal
Current book you're reading: proof of intent
Current friend you're talking to: i have no friends :-( haha
Current rant: gotta go to work tomorrow
Current rave: ??
Current obsession: going home
Current love of your life: Joseph Fay<3
Current hair color: dark brown, but that will change as soon as i go home, im meant to be blond..lol
Current shoe you're wearing: barefoot!
Current hair style: just got outta the shower its up n its wet
Current person you hate: ha, u got a minute? lets just say i hate people who think they are gods gift the world n they can do or say whatever they want no matter how much it hurts a person.

well that wasnt as much fun as id thot itd be but oh well, im gunna go back to being really bored! maybe do some laundry?? ill see ya'll soon!

ChiLLeN At WoRk!!!

2004-06-17T15:30:42Z

Wow im really slackin on the LJ lately..haha. its just that my life is so boring i never have anything to write about...hmm..i come home in 30 Days!! WooFUCKINGHoo!! I cannot wait to come home i really miss everyone. I miss my dog and my family and jen n jen n kristen and everyone else, i miss tripoli's pizza, i miss the beach!! i miss shopping with my mom, i miss coming home fucked up at 3 in the morning..i actually miss kids footlocker!! haha. but i think the whole no beach thing is really wats gunna kill me this summer cuz i am just not all about chillen at a lake which aparently is the thing to do around here..fun fun...oh man i just miss everything from back home, its really not that bad out here but home is always gunna be home no matter how long i live out here u know? its just really frustrating to not have my girls or any friends of my own for that matter. well i guess life just happens the way its gunna happen and i gotta take whatever obsticles it throws at me, even if it is oklahoma..lol..
On another note, i still have no found sassy (she ran away for all of u who dont know), but i know shes out there somewhere, she probably doesnt wanna come back! lol..but gizmo is doing good, hes gettin better and hes still so cute! i love him<3 hehe.
well i am at work being really bored so im gunna get going cuz i got nothing else to say!! ill be home in 30 days for 10 days so everyone gimme a call to make plans!!!
ByE!!

LoNg TiME No SeE!!

2004-05-19T00:06:29Z

Wow, I havent written in forever!! well hmmm...alot has been going on...I went for my physical for the airforce and passed and got sworn in so i an officially going in sometime in October...yea, scary...crystal just left today and it kinda made it more of a reality for me, but oh well i can make it thro..
anywayz, i went home for mothers day, sorry to anyone i didnt see, we were only home for 5 days and it was mostl;y spent with family, i will be back in july for 10 days so i will see everyone then...anyway, i surprised my mom real good, it was great! had a good time seeing my family but it went by way too fast!!...
still working at the tanning salon...yea it sucks, but i just found out i might be gettin a job at a library full time for $10 an hr...yea a library sounds kinda boring but its a shitload more than im gettin paid now and its only til october so im gunna do it...
another note, im gunna be joining a softball team on base so thats great i finally get to play softball again and maybe get in shape for boot camp...
wel gotta go american idol is on even tho it SUCKS now cuz they sent Latoya London home...oh well
LaTeRrrrr

AiRFoRcE GiRL!

2004-04-15T13:28:48Z

Well, i took my ASVAB...I passed...didnt do very good but at least i passed...feels like high school, "didnt do very good but at least i passed" haha...next thing to do is go take my physical and get stabbed with a bunch of needles..YEA!! Airforce's way of sayin "haha bitch we got u" lol...well i will probbaly do that the first week of may, after trish leaves..fun fun...
Right now im sittin around b4 work...GOD i am sick of that place SOOOOO much i need a vacation...i gotta work 9-4 today 9-4 tomorrow and 9-2 on sat...yuck..
well last night we went to Mathis Brothers and bought our two new couches, they will be here on saturday..im excited!! n we bought the tables but they dont come in til may 2nd, at least i will have a real living room and it wont look so empty! lol..n our couch now will just go in Sassy's room so she can rip it apart a little more.haha...
well im gunna go to work n be miserable all day long...LaTeRRRR

HaPPy EaSTeR!!

2004-04-12T00:27:17Z

Happy Easter Everyone!! Hmm...nothing like working at a tanning salon on easter sunday...yea, fun! i missed looking for my easter basket, this year there was none...i missed complaining about family easter dinner, and i missed arguing with my mom about how im not goin to church! damn i miss home! oh well..so i gotta work tomorrow 9-4, i got tuesday off but i gotta go take my test for the airforce, finally, at 230...ohhh boyyy im nervous! not nervous because i think ill do bad, nervous cuz this is just one more step towards actually going into the airforce...AHH..scary!!

well, what else, what else? oh! joes sister is coming out here for a week, april 23-30 so that shud be fun, finally get some visitors out here, n for everyone else who hasnt come to see me yet, GET UR ASSES OUT HERE!! hahaha...not too much planned so far for the week, but i think we'll go to six flags in dallas, n do some shopping, and get our nails done, do some partying..itll be fun, im excited!!

so we finally went shopping saturday for a coffee table for the living room..we found one and two end tables but it wasnt in stock so we gotta go back, also we found a love seat but it doesnt match our couch, soooooo were gunna buy a whole new living room set, for like $800 (the price of our ONE couch), and just put the other couch in sassys room...yup, im excited to actually be gettin a living room..hahah, i cant wait to have a house!!

well i gotta go finish the laundry and RELAX!! happy easter and GOODNIGHT!!

At WoRk!!

2004-04-03T21:48:39Z

DAMN, this sucks!! It is 334 on a Saturday afternoon and it is like 70 out and im sittin in a tanning salon til 7!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH if one more person comes in to tan im gunna FREAK OUT!!!! this sucks so bad i wish i was just sittin at home SLEEPING! I am so hung over today, my stomach feels like there is a large rock stuck in it and im so out of it i dont even know what im doing! i drank all alone, yup by myself, last night! lol i figure if i cant find friends out here i might as well make friends with myself, and i must say we had a good time! haha...anyway, tonight..cookout at paul and crystals and a very LOONNNGGGG night of drinking!! haha, no matter how hungover i am i am ready to drink after working all day and i have all day tomororw off to be hungover and lazy!! so itll be worth it!! yea my no drinking deal didnt last very long at all! haha what the hell i live with an alcoholic its kinda hard NOT to drink...hahahah jk jk, joe will be on my ass if i dont say im kidding hahaha..
anywayz, im a piece of shit today and ppl keep coming in so im gunna stop writing for now....have a good day!! i know i am..

??????????

2004-03-30T01:00:56Z

HMM..well today wasnt too bad at work, it went by really fast and we werent too busy so that was good...now im just sittin at home, i did the laundry and cleaned and im just waitin for joe to get home from him wonderful weekend in colorado..
so i know i said i wanna go home so bad, but i dont, i mean i do so i can see everyone, but i dont think i cud ever live there again, it just doesnt feel like "home" anymore u know? and even tho i feel kinda shitty n alone out here i need to get used to the fact that this is my home now...i dunno i think kev's right and once i join the airforce i will meet more ppl and have friends out here n then ill be ok....we will just have to wait n see i guess...as for now, im gunna go relax til joe gets home and go to bed and wake up tomorrow n go to work again..WOOHOOO!!!!!!!

HoMeSiCk!

2004-03-28T03:13:02Z

Damn, how good would my life be if i had everything i have here, just in MA, home, where my friends and family are..it wud be so much greater to be able to drive to my moms house when i have no food, or to do laundry...or just call jen or jen n say come over n not be joking around...THIS SUCKS! Anyone who thinks itd be great to get away from anything needs to think twice becuz altho it is good to be on ur own, it really really sucks to feel like ur alone all the time..this is just killing me, i am so homesick today, i guess cuz joe is gone away with his friends and im left here all alone all frigin weekend..its just made me realize how much i took advantage of my parents when i lived with them, and took advantage of the fact that my friends were ALWAYS there wenever i needed them i just had to call and theyd be there...n i kinda feel like i just got up and left, and i know i didnt really have a choice and i wasnt just walking away from my friends and family, but i feel like thats how everyone feels...my mom kinda just holds it against me that I left, it was my choice, and if i had left to go to college shed be alot better with it, but that doesnt make sense to me...i dunno, its just all so confuzing and i want to come home so bad, home just seems so far away right now...i love being on my own, i love being married, but i absolutely hate this place, i hate working at a tanning salon, i hate hanging out wit people i call my friends but in reality they are just ppl we hang out with, theyre not the type of friends from back home, i cant just call them to talk, or to come over cuz im alone or bitchy or pissed off...i dont know if ill ever get those types of friends out here...

I LOVE MY DADDY!!

2004-03-25T01:22:49Z

I love my daddy! Yes i do! hehe, i just got a package from him today with shampoo, conditioner, soap, toothpaste, deoderant, mac n cheese, CHOCOLATE, cookies and twizzlers in it!! at least SOMEONE loves me enuff to send me stuff!!hahahaha, daddys little girl right here baby!!!! im spoiled even if i am married and half way across the country!!! lol
hmmm? wat else..i got the recruiter hunting me down, he called today to see wen i was coming to take the test, n talked me into goin down there tomorrow, ON MY DAY OFF, to get a job application....i figure i decided i was gunna do it, now i just gotta get it in my head that it is for real! hahaha just gotta get thro those 6 1/2 wks...
anyway, im just sittin around relaxin waitin for the hubby to get home, he flew today so he doesnt get home til late...it kinda sucks cuz then i sit at work all day and dont have anyone to talk to...but anyway..tomorrow, im gunna take sassy to get her stitches out, go to the recruiters office and go to walmart to spend some money, oh ya and buy some damn food!! hahaha...ok i gotta go watch american idol!!! Latoya London baby!!! WooHOO!!!!!! anyone wanna vote on whos gunna win? let me know wat u think, cuz its gunan be Latoya im tellin ya!! lol..ok GooDNiGhT!!

BoReDoM!!!

2004-03-23T14:26:33Z

Its 8:19AM and im sitting around waiting to go to work...WooHoo!!! im excited, we all know how much i LOVE work!!
ha, anyway, nothing new since the last time i wrote, just found out when im coming home but i cant say in case my sister reads this, but i will be home for TWO whole weeks!! (yeah!)
update on sassy: she seems to be doing ok, shes learning how to jump now without her claws and shes taking advantage of the fact that me and joe feel bad for her and let her sleep with us at night..lol..shes still kinda a pain in the ass but at least now wen she swings at us we can just laugh at her without battle wounds all over our hands!
hmmm? dunno wat else? i HATE money, it is the root of ALL evil and i mean it..im so broke and have so much i need to pay for and pay off, it really really sucks, we got no food in the house, and we're using the sample of soap the hotels give u when u go away to wash up with...lol..yea P-O-O-R!
hahah, anyway i gotta get going to work...OH anyone has any ideas for a bachelorette party let me know! trying to figure out keri's...
ByE!

DAY OFF BABY!!!

2004-03-18T18:55:39Z

Finally, a day off!! God it feels good to be at home all day..lol ya ya, i know im lazy, but i did do stuff so far today...i brought sassy to get spade and declawed...YES kevin, DECLAWED!! shes rippin apart my $800 italian leather couch, shes definately gettin her claws ripped outta her, no matta how much it hurts...lol..she'll be fine..anyway, ya so i did that, then i went tanning, gettin darker and darker by the minute, i can actually do the whole 20 mins now..WooHoo!! anyway, i came home, worked out, yes worked out, then cleaned the house a little bit, its not too bad for once so i didnt hafta do much, i showered and here i am, and no i dont care if u didnt want to hear the play by play on my day so far! hahah, yea, moving on...my sisters wedding is gettin closer and closer (sept 17th) and i am SOOOOOO excited! i just wish i cud be home helping her do stuff for it..shes pretty upset that im not...i have yet to understand the point of a wedding...u spend a YEAR gettin ready for it, gettin a hall, a church, decorations, dresses, food, hotels, guests lists...and STRESS, all for what? O-N-E day...yea its a good time and its nice to "share ur love" with everyone, i dont really think its worth it..u spend like thousands of dollars for ONE freakin day!!! just elope and have a damn party at ur house so u can get gifts, which is, we gota admit, the whole point to it...oh well, i guess im weird cuz majority says, have a wedding..although i do regret not having one, for the one reason being that we didnt get anything, i am happy that we got married the way we did..i think its somethin that shud be private and between the two of u...
those are my thoughts...haha..
well anywayz, debating on whether or not to look for a new job b4 october, or just stick it out til i leave for boot camp, which by the way i am doing..its in my head, it makes sense, and is probably the best thing for me (and joe)...so im gunna be an airforce girl!! HA kaitlyn fay, airforce, definately not somethin i EVER saw myself doing, but u might as well try everythin once b4 u die right?? ...
im gunna go enjoy my day off...oh by the way, to everyone at home...its 80 here!! hahaha ya, u want me to spell it for ya?? E-I-G-H-T-Y D-E-G-R-E-E-S!!!!!

...Have A GREAT Day!!

BLAHHHH

2004-03-16T14:11:44Z

Well, i havent written in a couple days cuz now my husband is home! hehe, im very happy to have him home even tho it is nice to have some time off! ohh well...
i am sittin around waiting to go to work...YUCK, god i really hate that place, u wud think working at a tanning salon cudnt be too bad, but it is!! its so boring and if its not boring its busy and im running around going crazy, my day drags on and that whole 7 hrs im there just takes forever to get thro! gotta go see the recruiter either tonight or tomorrow night with joe so i can set up my date to take my ASVAB test!! WooHoo!! boot camp is gunna SUCK!! i heard they were going to change it from 6 1/2 wks to 8 wks but i dunno if they changed it already so HOPEFULLY not cuz that wud be horrible!! But once im in tech school for like a month ill be gettin paid good money and have nothing to spend it on but CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES!!!! haha there is an up side to this...AND once i get back here i will be buying a brand new car, dunno wat i want yet? probably some kind of honda?? who knows?? any suggestions???
well gotta get going just figured id write a lil b4 work...LATERRRRR

Day T-H-R-E-E Of Joe Gone

2004-03-10T23:01:45Z

HA...spoke too soon about my WONDERFUL perfect husband...lol..hes a big GROUCH today! hmmm..PMS big time!!! but oh well, he is away so i dont hafta deal with him! HA...lol..anyway, work SUCKED today, as always, but i got tomorrow off and i am gunna SHOP SHOP SHOP!! joe calls it my new obsession cuz i actually have some sort of money to shop and i LOVE it!! its great to have money...haha
anyway, dying the hair again tonite...lol its gunna work this time! it wasnt too bad last time really just didnt like the highlights...anyway, im gunna stay up and have girl talk and pig out on ice cream and bitch about our husbands all night!! haha its great to finally have some friends out here! and although i dont talk to some people back home anymore, i think about ya guys all the time, i hope ur doing well, u were all like my second family and it meant something to me...i miss ya
well im gunna go work out eat shower and get outta here...leave some fuckin comments!! lol im writing for nothing here!!
g2g LATTEERRRRRRRR

Day T-W-O Of Joe Gone

2004-03-09T23:30:13Z

well, last night was a good night...i went to crystals at 10 and we had a dye party..lol we dyed eachothers hair, mine looks ok i gotta fix it tho...then at 1am i realize i locked my keys in my car and hadta call AAA to come open it...didnt get to sleep til 2, woke up at 7 to work at the hellhole all day..yea GREAT!! i hate that place more than anythin, id rather work at kids footlocker..yea, that bad..and were not even as busy as we will get yet, so thats gunna end up being my push to the airforce, once we do get busy, ill hate it so much ill just join...hahaha..
so i realized somethin last night, while all my friends were fightin wit there asshole husbands..people take people for granted too much..they just assume that they will always be there no matter what they do to them and it sucks...i need to work on that too because i realized that i cud have ALOT worse than my husband and hes probably the best thing that cuda happened to me..im making a late new years resolution...to appreciate my husband, and life, more..
well those are my thoughts for the day, im missing my hubby more and more every day and cant wait til friday!!!
gotta go find somethin to do now...LATERRRRRRRRR

Day O-N-E Of Joe Gone

2004-03-08T23:33:26Z

well, joe left today for Savannah, Georgia..hes gone til friday. n u know at first i was looking forward to some time alone and i was sayin i cudnt wait for this week...but in reality i hate when hes gone..i get so lonely..lol..i know i sound like a dork but oh well...anyway, at least hes not deployed and paul left crystal for the week too so i got somebody to keep me company!! yeah!!
anywayz, it is BEAUTIFUL out right now, ya 71 all day today!! i know everyone back home is jealous, but hey kev i got my spring fever now too!! i went shoppin yesterday and i LOVE having money to just spend! lol..its a great thing to shop yea know..
well my week is gunna be kinda boring, working tues wed 9-4 then thurs goin shoppin some more with crystal..hahah then workin fri 9-4 and joe comes home!! then work sat 9-2 and "kaitlyn and barry's birthday bash" sat night!! woohoo!! im making an exceptiong to my not drinking anymore pledge and i will allow our "bash" to be an off night..haha
hmm...lets see what else? oh got my $7500 credit card in the mail today..YEA big mistake giving me a credit card let alone a credit card for that much money! we'll be in debt soon enuff...hahaha...
Update on the airforce deal...i am now at about 65% on joining...so we all know that once i got my mind set there is no way a-n-y-o-n-e will change it, so most likely ill be in boot camp going thro hell in about 6 months or so? ha..u can all write to me and tell me how stupid i am!!!
well i am gunna go work out, ya actually work out..haha..but feel free to call me all week i will be REALLY REALLY bored...n leave some comments people!!!

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2004-03-06T03:26:16Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER CAVANAUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh Man..

2004-03-05T14:08:36Z

Wow, yesterday was definately a weird day!!! ok so first, im at work and all day im watching the news tell me theres a tornado coming and tellin me everythin to do wen it comes and that theres like winds up to 100mph bla bla bla right? so im freakin out, then my boss calls to tell me if i hear the sirens that go off wen there is a tornado then to just go in the back room and stay there...lol im like buddy listen im from boston if i see a tornado im gunna run...lol..well anyway, i got outta work safely and the storm/tornado never happened..BUT it was a nice little warning that we are now in tornado season and im probably gunna die here...
Next, i come home to my mail from OU tellin me that i was not accepted to there dumbass school...after crying for a little bit, i decided to take it as a sign that i shud join the airforce, so as of yesterday im joining, BUT i still got like 6 months to change my mind 200 times..lol..
oh and the night doesnt stop there...i get really drunk and barry and ty come over to "watch a movie" which means we end up goin to some bar, where i had a nice little episode of drunken kaitlyn drama...i dont really remember what happened but i do remember losing my phone in some mudd filled parking lot and yellin at joe and then calling paul crystal to come get us...thank god for paul and crystal!
well if the night wasnt bad enuff of corse what do i do the second i walk in my house? puke! yea..
and to top off the horrible day i had, i wake up with the worst hangover of my life...
its gunna be a LOOOOONNNGGGGG day at work!!

All Alone...

2004-03-04T00:16:35Z

Hmm..Damn Airforce!! Its 6pm and some lady just called to tell me that "Airman Fay's" flight got diverted to Louisianna because they cudnt land here cuza thunderstorms Soooooooooo...he wont be home til tomorrow...translation...im all alone tonight..BLAH, it wud be fine with me except that he is leaving next week for 5 days. i know i sound pathetic but its boring in this house all alone..nothing to do but work out and god knows i wont do that! oh well, ill get over..
anyway, such a shitty work week! tues-fri 9-4, sat 9-2...UGH!! it wudnt be bad if i actually worked but all i do is stand there and occasionally clean a bed! its just pushing me more and more towards the airforce life!! haha im tryin to get used to the sound of me in the airforce but it all seems like a dream, who knows maybe it is, or maybe ill grow some balls and actually do it??? we'll see...
well i wish the summer wud just get here! i keep readin kev's journal sayin hes got spring fever and it sucks cuz i got shitty weather over here! rain all day today, yesterday it was cloudy and shitty, tomorrow thunderstorms..damnit summer come on!!!! i am not however lookin forward to tornado season out here, which is in about a month, everyone at home will know how i feel, kinda like "what the fuck is a tornado!?!" hahah, i was here last yr right after one hit and u cud see all the damage and stores wrecked and houses just completely ruined, and i AM NOT ready for that!! lol im gunna be hiding in my bathtub wit a pillow over my head everyday!!! (is that wat ur supposed to do?)
well not much more to say, no1 really reads this thing anyway dunno why i write it in...boredom i guess...im gunna go shower and relax all alone for the rest of the night!! hmmm...Laterrrr

I HaTe WoRK!

2004-03-03T14:27:41Z

well, it is wednesday, day 2 of my 5 day week and i have to go to work in a half hour...let me tell u how much work sucks!! its the most boring job ive ever had in my life, i even thought about going back to footlocker! YEA its bad and complaining about it does make me feel better so im not gunna stop..lol..im pretty much decided on the airforce now, well thats what i say today, but really i think im gunna do it...i just need to close my eyes and jump u know? being away from my "home" for 3 months will suck, ha isnt it funny how this feels like my home now and my home home doesnt anymore, guess i got over...oh well, anyway, i do not want to do this alone so if anyone wud like to join me in my airforce journey, ill be happy to let you! lol...
hmmmm?? what else? well the drama at home doesnt even effect me anymore, so much shit goin on back there and i cud careless..i dont think anyone knows how good that feels afta having friends that uve been with for like 7yrs just walk away from u like nothing..BUT it gets easier and easier everyday to be out here and away from home, only thing i miss is my family and jen and jen of corse...lol..
well i am gunna get goin but ill probably write later becuz joe is flying today and wont be home til late...leave some comments!!

19th Birthday!

2004-03-02T01:56:09Z

Well my birthday was pretty good, i just relaxed all day, my husband is still workin on making my cake at 8pm at night...hahaha..i dont really got much to say but i must write this...im talkin to my mom today and told her that one of my friends came by and brought me a bottle of parrots bay for my birthday and wat does my mom say?? "is that good perfume?" LOL CLASSIC mom moment!! LOL u cant tell me that isnt funny...wish i cud write more but i gotta go drink!

Bday in 2 hrs!!!

2004-03-01T04:38:24Z

Well today was an ok day, joe took me shoppin for my birthday and i bought all new clothes which was great cuz u kno theres nothin better than buying new clothes, u just feel new...anyway, so i was thinking, tomorrow is my birthday and i remember wen i was young and my mom would say that wen u get older birthdays and christmas doesnt really matter that much, n i never believed her, because wat the hell is better than ur birthday, a whole day set aside just for u...and now that i am older, i realize that she was right...it doesnt feel like my birthday and it sucks! im far away from home and i think the only good thing about it is my new clothes and my day off! ...but oh well i guess thats how life goes...
Moving on...
Im leaning more towards airforce life everyday...YEA Kaitlyn in the airforce, listening to wat people tell me to do! HA thatll be a first!!
Im pretty drunk right now so bare with me...
My husband is passed out already and of corse the house is a mess and i gotta clean it...i sound like my mom! everyone back home is like oh man kaitlyn is old...but people out here think it is normal to be married at 18...its ALLLLL about the money...LOL jk..well im gunna shut up cuz no1 really reads this anyway so im gunna go clean and go to bed!! night!

hmmm??

2004-02-29T02:05:19Z

Well i decided to start this live journal so i got somethin to do out here in oklahoma besides get drunk...haha, anywayz, oklahoma is goin pretty good, i think, i mean its funny how much things change wen u move, its like u realize wat really matters in life, wat its all about, and who ur tru friends are, which i must say i wasnt left with many..but to the tru few i love em and i wudnt trade them in for anything...

anyway, latest dilemma of mine...i hate my job and shud i join the airforce? hmm..big fuckin decision if u ask me, half the ppl i talk to say do it, the other half say no...all the people out here think im this raging bitch and are all afraid for my instructors in boot camp, but on the real side if i do go in i know i will cry thro the whole 6 wks! lol...anyway, its a really good idea becuz i will be gettin alot of money and gettin ALL my college paid for, itll keep me busy for the next 4 yrs that were out here in oklahoma city! haha...lemme know watcha think...yes or no?